Sad, just sad

GLOBALIZATION:

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Catch up

Ok, three things: I read the Hunger games series, I like Erick, and I have started to exercise (and have come to the conclusion that I am a weakling).

One: I have read the hunger games series. I bought the first one and borrowed the other two from my roommate Liz. While a fun, quick read, it disappointed me. The writing itself was choppy and immature and it had some typos. As for the plot, both Liz and I agreed that each book was a continuation of the same thing. The first book, she volunteers to replace her sister in the hunger games. In book two, she is forced back in and rescued out. In the third book, she is in a war that is basically the hunger games again, just without the arena. Blah.

Two: I like Erick. Like I said in my last post, I am not desperate for a relationship. This one caught me off guard. I met Erick a couple of years ago, but we never hung out. We just bumped into each other every once in a while. When I was accepted into CSUN, we agreed to hang out. Finally this semester, we started to see each other more. We met at Arbor Grill and talked for a long time, then he invited me for lunch at his apartment. His friend Rhonda showed up as well and we had a good time. When Rhonda left, Erick and I continued to chat, and found out that we have a lot in common. We talked about exercise and sexual preference and drugs and parties. Then while I was lying on the ground, he looked at me and told me that he likes me. le sigh. :) He is super cute and funny and I like him too. We agreed to meet twice a week to run together, and I am really excited. We got together on Tuesday, and we were going to meet on Friday but he got sick. I found out that I am a very quick person when it comes to relationships, while he is very slow. Sigh. I can respect that, but sometimes it feels like he is loosing interest because he doesn't try anything .I know it's not fair, especially because I don't know him very well. 

Three: As I mentioned, Erick and I plan to exercise twice a week together. When I am not with him, I do other exercises. We run, I walk, do push ups, etc. I am so weak, it is ridiculous! I can't do monkey bars or pull-ups or anything. Gah! So, I am continuing to work on it everyday, around homework and church and stuff.

The End

It was fun while it lasted, but it didn't last long. After almost four months, Sevan and I decided to break off our boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. No, there was no fighting, or clawing out of eyes. We just came to the conclusion that we were not compatible as soul mates. We have decided that since we are so comfortable together, there is no reason not to be friends. We hope to become closer than ever before. What happened is that we rushed into a relationship instead of being friends first. If we had, we probably would have realized that it wouldn't work out before we got together. I have no regrets whatsoever. Both of us wanted to be in a relationship, and now that I have, I am no longer desperate for someone. Honestly, if I surround myself with people that love me I will be fine. The reason I was so desperate before, was that I wanted to prove that I wasn't unlovable. I felt that because I had never had a boyfriend, that no one could passably love me that way. I don't know why, but now I feel free to be single or in a relationship. I am not seeking either. I can take a deep breath ad focus on other, more important things...like school. Like I said, we are still very close, and we are happy.

Procrastination at its best0.o

So, I forgot to do a homework assignment because I thought the assignment was optional. It wasn't. Now it's over a week late and I have no idea if she will even accept it. The home work is for my ASL transliteration class, and I have to "gloss" a story from English into ASL. Here goes nothing:

F.S. FOR WHOM THE BELL TOLLS

CAVE SHAPE POINT MAN CL 2: BENT ON SIDE. DREAM. SMELL +++ DIFFERENT. PREFER WHICH(WHQ)? INDIANS LIVE AREA GRASS GROW +++ GATHER ++TWIST SHAPE BASKET WEAVE. SMELL(Y/N)? R.S. COW HOLD SKIN RIP OFF STRETCH CL 5: SMOKE OVER FIRE. SMELL (Y/N)? R.S. FINISH RAIN SOAK IN GROUND GRASS GROW. SMELL (Y/N)?R.S. KNOW SPAIN SHAPE, NORTH WEST. THAT BEFORE NAME F.S. GALACIA. HAVE YELLOW FLOWER NAME GROSE. +++ GROW SHAPE LAND, WALK. WIND IN FACE. SMELL (Y/N)? R.S. NIGHT OCEAN, BOAT SAIL. POINT F.S. CUBA. HAVE THREE, POINT ONE: SHAPE CACTUS FLOWER +++BLOOM. POINT TWO: F.S. MIMOSA. POINT THREE: OCEAN GRAPE. SMELL (Y/N)? R.S. MORNING WAKE UP, HUNGRY BACON COOK SMELL(Y/N)? R.S. COFFEE SMELL(Y/N)? F.S. CIDER SHAPE CIRCLE MILL GRIND. SMELL (Y/N)?R.S. APPLE F.S. JOHNATHAN. CL 5: BENT EAT. SMELL (Y/N)? R.S. BREAD IN/OUT OVEN PUT-ON-TOP. SMELL (Y/N)? SIGH. HUNGRY MAYBE. LOOK-UP NIGHT STARS. SNOW LAYER. LIGHT REFLECT IN FACE. AUTHOR: F.S. EARNEST HEMINGWAY

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More on moving to LA area

So, a lot has happened since I made the move from Bend to LA. if you haven't noticed, I gave up anonymity. obviously I dont plan to give out my SSN or anything, but keeping names and locations is silly.     I had all this stuff I was going to post, but no that I finally got on, I can't remember any of it. I think most of it was probably about events that happen here or there on campus, like the H.P. marathon, or going to a Pentecostal church last week. (lots of fun, but overwhelming). Oh well, I'm so twitterpated that I really don't care. Today I get to help my boyfriend (titter..I still giggle at that word) move. I get to meet his family today. He says they're nice, but there is still some inevitable anxiety beneath the anticipation. All you single people out there are gagging right now because of all my couple talk, and I was there less than a week ago, but now, I am more in the scientist stage. I am analyzing our relationship in comparison to others I have seen, read about and watched on TV and in movies. I have to quantify our relationship as a typical best-friend-first-timer relationship. We are silly and very affectionate. We argue about silly stuff, but try to consign to each other's requests. He turns of the TV when I am tired and goes swimming with me ALL THE TIME (because I really love swimming), and I go on walks with him and help him choose what movie to watch. Yeah, the sociodynamics of being in a relationship are so fascinating to me. For example, when I was single, being alone was sort of depressing. Now, even when I'm all by myself, I don't mind. I actually enjoy it often, because I have so much emotion in me and so many thoughts in my head(even more than before) that I need time to sort it all out! anywho, if  I think of anything that is actually worth writing, I'll let you know!

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LINK TO MY BOYFRIEND'S BLOG

It just so happens that my boyfriend has a blog too! As a rule, I don't post pictures, but rules are meant to be broken.

http://worsethanmybite.wordpress.com/

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NEWS!!!

Oh my gosh!!! I have a boyfriend. I have never had a boyfriend before, and I am so excited. He is super sweet and respectful. He has never been in a relationship either, so he's really shy about taking the risk of "making a move". I encourage him a lot though. His name is 7 and I love that we both live on campus, so, visiting is only a matter of when we are both free, and a short walk away. Controversially, I spent the last two nights at his dorm. It was so much fun, but I hardly slept at all. The first night, we were trying to sleep, but instead we watched four movies in a row and ended up getting to sleep around two in the morning, and last night, was just too hot. Our favorite past time is watching movies and walking to PizzasaurousRex. The guys at 7's dorm go there so often, that the proprietors know who we are. I have only known 7 for a couple of weeks, but I think we have enough in common that it can last a while. He is very open minded about life, which is a good thing and a bad thing at the same time. One one hand, he is very relaxed and doesn't judge people about what they prefer or believe. On the other hand, he is non-religious and supports GLTB, which I don't. Then again, my best friend(who is also my room mate) has very different views on the world as well. I am learning how to make my views clear, while appreciating our differences and loving our similarities. It's a delicate balance, but one that I think I can handle. Of course I would rather his world views be somewhat more similar to my own, but at this point, I'm not much for being picky.

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