The End

It was fun while it lasted, but it didn't last long. After almost four months, Sevan and I decided to break off our boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. No, there was no fighting, or clawing out of eyes. We just came to the conclusion that we were not compatible as soul mates. We have decided that since we are so comfortable together, there is no reason not to be friends. We hope to become closer than ever before. What happened is that we rushed into a relationship instead of being friends first. If we had, we probably would have realized that it wouldn't work out before we got together. I have no regrets whatsoever. Both of us wanted to be in a relationship, and now that I have, I am no longer desperate for someone. Honestly, if I surround myself with people that love me I will be fine. The reason I was so desperate before, was that I wanted to prove that I wasn't unlovable. I felt that because I had never had a boyfriend, that no one could passably love me that way. I don't know why, but now I feel free to be single or in a relationship. I am not seeking either. I can take a deep breath ad focus on other, more important things...like school. Like I said, we are still very close, and we are happy.